Well today was noty best day ever. I got up still pissed off from the night before so i had no desire to go to yoga at the gym (though of course that is all the more reason i should have) i did the few errands that were pretty necessary like 2 loads of laundry since clean sheets and clothes are sort of a must and I went grocery shopping so i wouldn’t sabbatoge my week before it even started but other than that it was a shitty day.
I went on my coffee date, which wasn’t horrible or anything but i left it so depressed. I got in my car and just wanted to cry. Dating is just making me miss my ex so much. At this point i don’t want anyone else.
I texted my ex because we had mentioned getting coffee when his work slowed down and i needed to know if that was actually an option or just something he said. I would never really be able to move on if even a tiny percentage of me was thinking it was a possibility. We are going to make plans to meet for coffee this week one day after work.
Truthfully I don’t know whether to be happy or sad about this. It could turn out amazing or i could get my already broken heart shattered into a million pieces.
I guess we will see.
Back to work tomorrow.
How was your weekend?
Any advice for me in this dating conundrum?